This morning I am reminded once again of the nature and often
hidden will of our covenant God, and that my friend is a good and refreshing
thing.
So often in my life, growing up in a culture and community
of faith, I was inundated by an over emphasis on strict and tacit obedience to
the things of God. Now mind you, I fully
agree with and seek to maintain a life of obedience to God’s Word and His
Spirit’s leading. But somewhere in the
midst of all that well-intentioned religious instruction and tutelage,
something was out of balance.
And before I move on, let me remind you that God hates
scales that are out of balance, because someone always gets ripped off and
equity is pushed to the side for the purpose of greed and control. Religion tends to do that when erroneous leadership
finds a doctrinal niche to control and manipulate the penitent – by keeping the
facts out of balance – and sharing only part of the truth versus the whole.
Yes, God has called me to obedience and I’m very okay with
that. As a matter of fact I truly love
God, and I do seek to obey Him. But what
about those moments or seasons when I fail to obey, or even when I knowingly
disobey, because of how I feel or my life circumstances seduce me into self-indulgence
or justification?
Let me tell you, the greatest darkness I have lived under is
the pall of misdirection by well-intentioned leaders, who for fear of losing
control of their constituents, emphasized law over grace. Now don’t get me wrong, I love the Law of the
Lord – it’s perfect and it converts my soul, but the law is only there to
remind me of how desperately I need the converse of who God really is – Love
and Mercy.
In Deuteronomy chapter 4, Moses is reminding the people of
their covenant obligation to remember and obey their God. To remember that it was Him who did the
wonders in the heavens and the earth, for the sole purpose of their salvation
and deliverance to a land of blessing and prosperity. And further to remember when things begin to
go well, and their eyes gravitate from heaven to earth, and they begin (they
did – so do we) to worship anything else but their covenant God – calamity would
befall them. Divine discipline would
bring destruction to them and they would find themselves far, far away from
their original relationship and proximity to God their Savior. Sound familiar?
That’s a very scary thing – and that would preach well. If my intention was to control and manipulate
the behavior of my constituents, but that would be only half of the truth. That would be an out of balance scale, of
which God hates.
But in chapter 4 verse 29 we can see the continuum of God’s
whole truth and intention, despite the willful disobedience, failings, and sins
of His people. “But if from there,” from
our selfish place of disobedience and wayward proximity to God, we begin to “seek”
Him – something happens.
Something amazing happens, if from the very spot where we
are in disobedience, we begin to look for or to seek Him – redemption and
relationship once again flows from Him to us, in our distant and distracted state.
Do you understand that quality of God? That if and when we blow it, and we find
ourselves like the prodigal son who by his selfish and sinful behavior at a
fatal distance from our Father, we simply turn and come to our senses – He rushes
to our very side! He knows and
understands and seeks to be right where we need Him, when we need Him. Even from there, that place, that dark and faraway
place that the voice of our enemy told us we could not find light or hope.
Please understand. No
matter where we are, were, or may be going God is extremely willing and ready
to meet us. If from there – from that
very place of disobedience and distance from Him we choose to seek Him, and we do so with all our heart, He will restore us. No penance to pay on our part. He did it all and it was His Covenant, not ours. It was His Love not ours.
May we always and ever be reminded of the whole counsel of
God.
Deuteronomy 4:29-31 “But if from there you seek the Lord your
God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all
your soul. 30 When you are in distress and
all these things have happened to you, then in later days you will return to
the Lord your God and obey him. 31 For
the Lord your God is a merciful God; he will not abandon or
destroy you or forget the covenant with your ancestors, which he
confirmed to them by oath.”
But If From There you seek Him, He will once again bring the
power and blessing of His Covenant to bear upon your life – regardless of where
there is.
